21/9 "Such Bullshit I can barely stand it"

it's a tortuous logic but one
which makes sense if you're in it I
imagine to hide behind wills and processes
when wills and processes
have , well, gone
galloped off around
the same time anything approaching
a measured approach to history packed
its bags and did one
jamming a hat on its head
like a husband leaving in a fifties melodrama

to hold a view you know
to be ruinous and
keep grinning and bearing it for
a higher power which
to be honest probably doesn't exist
but needs placating as
the worst worst thing
is better than the other thing which is
worse than the worst worst thing
as far as you're concerned

because those guys like it

though when your idea of
the thing which is worse
than the worst worst thing
is simply to go

hang on a second, we might be wrong

it's such bullshit
I can barely stand it