I meant what I said when what I said was what I said when I said it but what I said shouldn't be taken to read that I meant that what I said when I said it was what I meant as what I said was what I said when I said it and now I'm saying that what I said when I said what I said was not what I meant when I said what I said as what I said when I said what I said I said because I needed to at the time And so now I'm saying that what I said when I said what I said was not what I meant when I said what I said but what I say now is what I felt when I said what I said and that in a very real sense is what I meant to say when I said what I said though what I said when I said what I said was quite useful at the time that I said it